Ok....... I am brand new to this thing and have never posted a web site or blog before so bare with me.
In 2007 I had a miscarriage in my second trimester and the complications that caused have left me with a damaged uterus and fallopian tubes as well as multiple side effects. The infection after the miscarriage was strange and rare and took more than a year to find and diagnose and another year to cure. I am now in month 11 of my recovery out of 26 months total.
Its hard to say what has effected me most but what I can definitely say that it has effected me. This process has taken a toll on my marriage, my bank account, my health, my friendships, my family members, my work, my self esteem and nearly every other part of my life. I am the type of person who handles situation, solves problems and takes control of the difficult things; having something I cannot control and cannot change or move past has been an unusual feeling.
More than anything else I hope that some of what I say helps somebody who comes across this and is in a similar situation or knows someone who is. Airing my wounds and issues might help someone who is feeling alone or uncertain. I know it is hard for me to ask for help.
I consider myself a mother without a child so stay tuned to see me work through that...
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