I miscarried in 2007 in my 2nd trimester and have dealt with medical/emotional issues since then, trying to move past the problems and the pain. Every day is a chance to find a silver lining and a positive outlook on my now changed life. There is a 7% chance I can conceive, and that is only if my health changes dramatically soon. I would'nt have thought about children at this time in my life had it not been taken from me.
A little background info....
I have been dealing with medical issues regarding my reproduction capability for the last three and a half years after a very bad miscarriage situation. As I was working through a difficult period one day I realized that more and more people and characters around me seem to be dealing with similar circumstances. TV shows, movies, neighbors and friends are struggling because they cannot or may not have children. This is a place to express my feelings about my situation and hopefully help someone else express theirs.
I may not know what other mothers know, but I am a mother without my child and I do what I can to cope.
I may not know what other mothers know, but I am a mother without my child and I do what I can to cope.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Zombie Moans
In incredible pain today and cannot seem to soothe it. I have constant, daily pain but its usually dull or at least I'm used to it enough to deal with it. Some days it is better and some days, like today, its much worst. I have been laying in my bed moaning like a zombie for two days now and not much has helped. Hopefully it will calm down when I go to work tomorrow because I am too busy to call in and my co-workers will probably not appreciate my random swears and yells when I get frustrated with the pain. Wish me luck.
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