A little background info....

I have been dealing with medical issues regarding my reproduction capability for the last three and a half years after a very bad miscarriage situation. As I was working through a difficult period one day I realized that more and more people and characters around me seem to be dealing with similar circumstances. TV shows, movies, neighbors and friends are struggling because they cannot or may not have children. This is a place to express my feelings about my situation and hopefully help someone else express theirs.

I may not know what other mothers know, but I am a mother without my child and I do what I can to cope.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Just kill me already

Feeling sick this week and in so much pain I just want to die.  My uterus is throbbing and the radiating pain shoots through my arms, legs and torso.  I ache everywhere from my shoulders to my knees.  Ugh.  Maybe the doc is right and I should move up my procedure.  The money it would cost me to do it in December however, is a big problem.  Ugh.  I hate everything.

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