A little background info....

I have been dealing with medical issues regarding my reproduction capability for the last three and a half years after a very bad miscarriage situation. As I was working through a difficult period one day I realized that more and more people and characters around me seem to be dealing with similar circumstances. TV shows, movies, neighbors and friends are struggling because they cannot or may not have children. This is a place to express my feelings about my situation and hopefully help someone else express theirs.

I may not know what other mothers know, but I am a mother without my child and I do what I can to cope.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Reflection...

So this first month of my challenge has gone well I think, I have the following notes however.


  1. I need to blog more, instead of focusing on my challenge only I need to get my daily thoughts out.  A busy life just distracts me from how I feel, I should not skip this because its easy to skip it.
  2. I need to include some brighter notes on purpose.  Thinking only of the downside and the pain is certainly a way to get it out of my head but is it really helping me the most?  I think a lighter and/or positive post sometimes would be a good addition and a nice relief from the oppressive feelings that tend to linger.
  3. I'm wondering if anyone has any questions or suggestions?  Is there something you'd like to know?  Is there something you're going through that you'd like to discuss or approach?  Are you out there at all?  Let me know, leave a comment or e mail laeonis@hotmail.com and let me know how you feel, what you wanna hear or just say hello.
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