Once again I am taking Gypsy Mama's idea and writing for 5 min fri. You write for just five minutes on the topic and don't censor or correct yourself. After five minutes post what you have. =)
Every day.....
(I am aware I'm late and its not Friday)
Every day I wait for more bad news. Every day I wait to hear that my company is going under, my marriage is getting harder and my medical issues are getting worst. I wait to hear that my friends and family are having difficulties. I wait to learn that each day will be more difficult than the last one was. If I am prepared for this then the hit hurts less and the aftermath easier to take care of. When I prepare myself for every day I can plan my escape route and my next move. I know how to save myself and how to help others. When I prepare myself for what is coming every day I can catch myself off guard with what doesn't. I can let myself enjoy the unexpected and appreciate it. Every day I know I will be in pain, so when I am in less pain than yesterday its a nice surprise because I have prepared for the worst. Each new client, nice gesture from my husband and good news from the Doc is a great new experience for me because I didn't see it coming. I wouldn't say I am a pessimist, I prefer realist, I just like to be prepared for every thing every day. I don't like feeling like things are out of control so if I am prepared for the worst scenario I can handle anything that actually happens. Every day I prepare for battle, for hardship and disaster. Most days, I am pleasantly surprised that things are better than I prepared for.
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