A little background info....

I have been dealing with medical issues regarding my reproduction capability for the last three and a half years after a very bad miscarriage situation. As I was working through a difficult period one day I realized that more and more people and characters around me seem to be dealing with similar circumstances. TV shows, movies, neighbors and friends are struggling because they cannot or may not have children. This is a place to express my feelings about my situation and hopefully help someone else express theirs.

I may not know what other mothers know, but I am a mother without my child and I do what I can to cope.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Good news so far

So not much has changed since Monday but I am happy to report that 89% of my muscles are moving.  That is huge!!!! I was at zero for, oh, three years. 

Once the muscles start to move they will start to shrink and go back to how they are supposed to.  This will help my scars heal, help my body reposition my organs that have been scrunched up for too long and help me lose some weight.  This also paves the way for a higher chance of kids naturally and possibly removing some of my scar tissue so everything can get fixed.  More than anything else I am excited because this means I will start to get better faster and we can take some real steps towards clearing everything up instead of getting stopped every 2 seconds because something isn't working.  So good news oveall but still exhausted and feeling pretty shitty so I'm not gonna write down the thousands of entries I have composed in my head.  Sorry guys.
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